Long time ago....

Long time ago, I was close to God but no more.
It's been weeks since our last intimate chats & I miss them.
I wanna be close to Him again.
Where do I start?
U start small (the voice in me said), u start today, u start now.
How do I start?
Read His love letters to u (the voice in me said), u know the letters u call bible.
OK.

I wanna be His joy again & ... always.

Angels

Was away in Bangi to do some labwork at MINT. MINT was like in the middle of nowhere & no public transport to get out of there. So, i decided to walk to Bangi or the nearest bus stop which might be 3-5km away.

Anyhow, 15mins into the journey, a car stop by the road right in front of me. Oh my, i'm going to be rob!! it turned out to be angels sent from above. u c, that car's owner works at MINT & they saw me walking out of MINT towards wherever. and they decided to turn around from wherever they are going to give me a ride to the nearest train station. and i thot no one really offer help to strangers anymore considering those news in the paper, kidnapping, robbing, killing.

thank u God for those good Samaritans. bless them, my Lord.

I got u

Sometimes i'm just so tired maybe burned out but i can't be sure. or sometimes i do worried about things in the future. I'll to plan ahead (roughly 2 years ahead) but at times road in front is just foggy & blur.

Have u ever walked in a snow storm? like the one in The Day After Tomorrow? u can't see anything more that 2 feet away from ur face. that's how i felt at times.

But the Big Guy up stairs will always remind me that He got me & there's nothing to be afraid or worry. Yeah, i think so. For the past 2 & 1/2 years, i've been supporting myself in my postgrad studies. Never thought of asking my parents to support me & had never work b4. somehow i managed to go thru those years back & i dunno how i got thru...
So, it's true then that He got me all these years & years to come.

I got u.... I got u...

Thank God

I met with a road accident 2 days ago. Thank God no one was hurt. although i've to pay the repairs of the Kancil. cost me rm220. at least i didn't hurt anyone at all. Thank you God.

some of you might say rm220 is money man!! but rm220 to my Father in Heaven is barely rm0.022. and i know, He will bless me back more than ever not only in monetary sense. as for 2003, i've seen His mercy on me & my family. His blessing upon me, thru friends around me.

I thank you God for 2004, a Year of Jubilee. Thank you that You have already been thru 2004 and it's ok. not, it's not ok, in fact 2004 is a great year!! Thank you God!!